Sunday, August 06, 2006

I'm not alright :( ..
Fcuk-ed up life ?
i dont understand why .. hais *******


it makee me suffer ..
one was my friend && another want ..
was HIM .
can you just understand how i feel ...
it got me so hais ..
you make me sad .
WO DE TONG KU , NI NEN LIAO JIE MAH ?
WO ZHI XU YAO NI DE AI ,
RU GUO , BU SHI NI .
BA WO HE DA JIAN ?
NA WEI SE ME DAO JIN TIAN .
WO NA NI KE NENG NE MEH
SAN XING ..
you was my friend ? & eu actually did this in front of me
i trust-ed you as my really true friend ?
yet you do such things . i dont put all the blames to you
but to myself . i dont understand , but why must you do this to me
you knew that i like him . then what for makin all this .
make me feel so .. sad & terrible ..
i guess you dont understand how i feel .
if you was me . will you understand how i feel .
& i told you already , dont mention him* infront of me .
i dont wanna heard it . or listen to it .how he treated you as .
dont ask me the question about him or what .when i'm with you .
please . you know , it let me hurts to hear all this && you know i already say
dont tell me about it , but you contiune ... i just want to forget him
off my mind * but can eu stop mentioning about him .. i dont wanna hear
or listen to me . it really make me feel so terrible ..
& suffer so much .. :(
hais .....
anyway , i still wanna thanks .
EDMUNDkorkor was there to listen to my troubles , there with me .
even though he cant comfort me , but he was a great brother (:
but you dont understand whole story ... i dont know how to let you understand it .
SIYANGkorkor was there for me (: but i cant understand how you feel .
my things .was a small want .. but your a big want i know ..
i dont understand your things & so on .. but at least you got to tell me alright . (:
like this you will feel better & i promise . whatever you say .
i wont be saying out too & MY THINGS ALSO .. better promise me !!
=)
PRISCILLIA ; thanks . GUO-SAO (: you was the one .comforting me .
& the one when i crys . there for me .no matter what .
&& she understand how i feel the most ...
IT HURTS to see them like this
but i got to forget it . i got to forget him
i got to treat as .nothing happen & they are my friends *
hais . anyway thanks for them *** =)
tkc .!!

ssimann :D